Stress Build Up. Not Good.

Oh my God... I am so up and down right now, I don't know what I should be doing and I definitely don't know what's going on... I've just been so up to my neck with stuff to do this week and the week before that I just don't have time to stop and think about my situation and stuff like that.

The matter which really has been nagging me for so long must be the accomodation and moving out issue... Up till now, I still haven't managed to sort the whole damn issue out and it is draining my mind of its resources, I am slowly succumbing to all this stress and frustration that I'm actually getting quite down... If only I could somehow overcome this sensation? I'm constantly tired, constantly stressed, and I just don't know what I can do anymore... I just feel like there should be one thing right that I can be doing but I just don't know what it is... Life has taken a turn for the worse for me and I don't like it... If only life was that little bit easier... I just want her here with me, tell me it's okay, tell me everything will fine... But she's not here, she's thousands of miles away, having fun and unknowing of the stuff I'm going through... I guess that's okay because she's home to have fun right? She deserves her time there because she's spent so long away from home, it will only be selfish of me to hope that she can share my burden over here... It's okay, I can withstand it...

~BRio the 69 @ Home