One Problem Solved. Another Arises...

So, it's been a while yes I know... Well not too long, but it feels like a long time has passed since the last time, and I don't like that feeling. I know all too well that time passes too quickly, but on the contrary I feel like it's been a long time? I don't know whether that makes sense or not, but I don't care. I just don't want time to go pass so quickly, yet I want time to slow down for me just a bit because there are too many things I need to sort out and get ready for the coming months.

September looms over us as I type and it is only a matter of days before we see the end of August and officially step into the month of start- the start of university, the start of a new academic year, the start of a new life living away from the parents. Wait a minute, I didn't mention that? Well, here it is... It's out in the open to you readers, and I'm moving out. I think. Things have been a little less than smooth when it's come to the issue of moving out... First there was me deciding against moving out simply because I couldn't afford it, fair point. Then came the Heaton issue, I was going to move in with my 老婆, I got really excited about that and I had been planning for ages as to what I was going to put in her room and how to decorate it and so on... Then comes the news of Small Brick leaving. To be honest, it's hardly a problem normally, but when you look at the fact that there will only be a small handful of the original "crew" left in the Heaton house... Everything changes, because I don't want to be there, there just isn't any life left in the house. So I took on the decision to leave the Heaton plan and move out with my 老婆 to town and live with the guys (the guys being Tom and John). Okay, well that's not too bad of a plan... But then more problems arise- Jonny (whom I asked Tom to get to move in with them in the absence of me) has not decided whether he is going to move into halls yet or not, so he still has the decision to make of moving into the town flat... Then there's the problem of a single double room out of the three rooms... But that's sorted out now, I convinced Tom to give it up for my 老婆 and I... But now there's a new problem, the problem of having too many people in the flat.. Which is a genuine problem, which I had overlooked when planning all of this stuff, but I'm sure that will smooth out because to be honest I won't be there a lot of the time... I just hope it will be sorted out soon because frankly speaking, I am getting quite stressed from it all.. I'm just taking a lot of burden right now trying to balance all of these problems and to cope with money problems too... If only there was someone out there who could answer all of my questions... And not charge me.

To cope with financial crisis which I am now undoubtedly in, I have taken it upon myself to step in for SiSi at work for Monday and Wednesday at the bakery, this way I will earn myself a bit of extra money with my free time, which is good.. But I don't tend to like to give up my free time, even if I am doing nothing with it. But for the sake of my bank account's future, I have to do this, I need to do this, I need the money... I really hope this phase of my life will be a part of the past soon! Now all I can do is just sit tight, keep my head down and work my socks off, I will need to take on extra labour to earn more money! This surely is a very depressing time of my life this year...

~BRio the 69 @ Home