Just been on the phone to my 老婆, she told me that she's going to camp with her friends for two days and one night... Today. I can't believe she never thought about telling me before now, I mean it doesn't really take a lot of effort to tell me what she's doing does it? Or does it? When I asked her why didn't I hear of this earlier, she just said that she forgot to... That's what I do isn't it? If I did the same, she'd have bit my head off already! But if I did say anything about her not telling me earlier, she would've made up a lame excuse like how they only planned it today or something so she didn't have time to tell me... How I can read her like a book! I can't really remember how many times this has happened, but it doesn't really matter to me anymore because it's happened so many times I just expect it to happen, to be honest there isn't anything more that she can do to surprise me now... I've seen it all from her... Another point to this... I can't believe how she didn't think about telling me till now, even after what happened last time in HK?? I revealed my true nature as to how insecure I get when things happen and I don't know about them, and here she is keeping things from me again?! The only reason she told me is probably A) because there was obviously something going on if she
needed to be up and downstairs of her home by half ten in the morning or B) because now that she'll be away from home for tomorrow night, I won't have to ring her, wait or should I say I don't
need to ring her because she's out having fun with her friends. Hm.
What a rant I'm having! I can't believe I'm having this rant at like half two in the morning! I just have nothing better to do I guess, well apart from that project... But then again I can't be bothered right now because I'm not feeling at ease! And just because she didn't tell me about this camp thing earlier! It's as if she just doesn't want me to know about her personal life or something! Geez. Sometimes I feel like I should just dig a hole and rant into it instead of on here, save some webspace!
Seeing as I have the day off tomorrow, I feel like I shouldn't go to bed yet, even though I was pretty tired some time ago but... Now I feel invigorated! I just feel like I should be making good use of this nighttime! I should be doing something out there! I should be having fun! Not having a bloody rant on here about something which isn't worth ranting about! I should just be living a good life and be asleep or something, just let me be doing something productive!
~BRio the 69 @ Home
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