I'm leaving todayyyyyy

Been a few days since I last blogged. That's down to the fact that I've been busy with doing the books for the shop and everything so I've been on a downer, so I haven't actually been able to find the time and motivation to write here. But yeah everything is kind of fine here right now and it's great because I'm leaving today! I'm leaving UK for HK! Yeah, I'm going to be going to HK for 3 weeks and it's going to be great because I'll have no work to do, nothing to worry about, and most of all, I can see my girl again! Well, for 3 weeks, which isn't really a lot when you've been waiting for this time for a long time... Just want to be with her as soon as possible!

Currently have a headache, and it's not very nice. Just want to sleep soon, but I don't think I can because I haven't exactly packed up yet, and yes I know I only have half a day to go before I leave but then again I like leaving things to the last minute, you know? It's been an interesting day, I can say that it hasn't been much productive but you can't really expect me to be productive, especially when I'm as lazy as I am... This headache is getting worse. I don't like it.

I went out for dinner with my mum and dad today, as a means of celebrating mum's birthday and we went out to Hanahana. Which was awesome. I love Hanahana. Then I went over to the flat and had a good chat with WTF and Figo, which was fun because we discussed so many things and just generally had a good laugh... I love times like these where we just sit and talk about things which we wouldn't normally because of other things like women in the way and such and such. So that was a nice little hour or so we had in private and it kinda felt bad because I wasn't going to get such an opportunity anymore to sit down with WTF and Figo to have a chat and stuff because Figo is leaving the UK for good, and WTF isn't entirely sure whether he is coming back or not... Well, he knows he wants to come back but he just isn't sure whether he is allowed or not... All these things are making me think, sometimes human relationships are fragile because there are so many things in life which are out there waiting to break the bonds down, wanting to disconnect us from each other... So I do think it's a good thing that the internet is in existence because we can now communicate with others so far apart...

But sometimes, even when communication can exist between two separated people, there are other things in place which can jeopardise their well founded relationship. This also makes me think, why do people like them exist, and why do they get together if they know that they will only fall apart when one leaves? This baffles me, but in the end I see that there can only be one explanation for this and it is LOVE. Only something of this magnitude can make us humans perform irrational operations and make us think the illogical. It is only natural of us to fall on our knees before the power of love, but the relationship on which we build on must be extended through other means sometimes in order to prevent it from deteriorating. This headache of mine is getting worse.

~BRio the 69 @ Home